They all hate me.
I can tell it in their eyes. They despise me, loathe me, and wish I was dead.
I thought they were my friends. Turns out I was wrong.
Saturday, September 22, 2012
Tuesday, September 18, 2012
Entry 1
Today was okay. At lunch today, I was eating lunch with A, AX and P. P saw me talking to the new boy, B, so she said I should go out with him. When I said I didn't want to, she told me that there was a rumor saying that I was still in love with N. That's ridiculous. N kinda broke my heart and it took a month for us to become friends again. It's kinda hard to move on so fast from a great relationship. To be honest, I'm still kinda recovering from our breakup. B's a nice guy, but I haven't really got to know him yet. I'm not sure about him, but he might or might not be boyfriend material, who knows?
S ignored me today as usual. I don't really care that much, even though she started doing this a week ago, I guess I'm used to it right now. I saw T and another girl making out by my locker today. I politely asked them to move, since I needed to get something, but he just called me a whiny bitch. Ugh, what a jackass.
I made little smiley faces for my friend D, he really liked it and kept one of them. I consider D a friend, but not as close as N. He likes the 1970's Batman show, weird drawings and anything with tanks.
Is it just me, or do sprinkle cupcakes taste awesome? Seriously, I had one today, because I bought some from the elementary school's welcome back bake sale, which was going on after school. I was passing the school on my walk home and I noticed some cupcakes there. I asked a first grader what flavor cupcakes they are and she said they were "rainbow dotted." I bought one for two dollars and I ate it on my way home. The cupcake was seriously homemade, it tasted more moist and flavorful then the mix. It had rainbow frosting also. I seriously need to learn how to make rainbow frosting.
Sorry about the long post!
-Sebbie
S ignored me today as usual. I don't really care that much, even though she started doing this a week ago, I guess I'm used to it right now. I saw T and another girl making out by my locker today. I politely asked them to move, since I needed to get something, but he just called me a whiny bitch. Ugh, what a jackass.
I made little smiley faces for my friend D, he really liked it and kept one of them. I consider D a friend, but not as close as N. He likes the 1970's Batman show, weird drawings and anything with tanks.
Is it just me, or do sprinkle cupcakes taste awesome? Seriously, I had one today, because I bought some from the elementary school's welcome back bake sale, which was going on after school. I was passing the school on my walk home and I noticed some cupcakes there. I asked a first grader what flavor cupcakes they are and she said they were "rainbow dotted." I bought one for two dollars and I ate it on my way home. The cupcake was seriously homemade, it tasted more moist and flavorful then the mix. It had rainbow frosting also. I seriously need to learn how to make rainbow frosting.
Sorry about the long post!
-Sebbie
Monday, September 17, 2012
First post
Hi...
My name is Sebbie. Well, that's not my real name, but that's what everybody calls me. Jones isn't my last name either. Sebbie Jones is just a pen name I use. I chose Jones as my pen name's last name because I love the movie Bridget Jones Diary. It's amazing. This isn't my actual diary, but I just want to post stuff out here.
So, I guess this is the first post, so I'll tell you a bit about myself. I go to a high school in Washington, but if I tell you the city and the initials of the school, I guess it would be easy to tell which one it is. I have four really good friends,D, A, AX, P, and L. D is my best friend, I met her in middle school, but we don't go to the same school anymore, which is kinda sad. A, AX, P and L go to the same school that I go to, and they make me laugh all the time.
I'm bullied right now, by two girls and a guy, H, S, and T. H and S aren't really friends with each other, but they both pick on me. H is your typical mean girl, blond hair and big boobs, but nothing really special. T is just a jackass towards everyone. S, however was a close friend of mine last year, and now she just keeps picking on me. She rolls her eyes whenever I offer her something, and ignores me completely. It hurts a lot.
I used to date this boy called N. He was the sweetest boyfriend ever, he took me to movies and walks on the beach. We used to kiss in his basement, and then I'd kick his ass in Halo 3. We went out for nine months. But then, he went on a trip to Idaho and met this girl. He'd always talk about her and I hated it. We got into a huge fight, and then we didn't speak to each other for a month. Then we kinda broke up after that. I threw out everything, photos, letters and gifts. The only thing I kept was a small heart-shaped necklace that he gave me on our first month anniversary. He then started going out with another girl, but then they broke up after two weeks. He has another girlfriend now, but he and I are now just good friends.
I deleted my facebook account after getting cyberbullied online, and this is my first time opening a blog. I'm in therapy right now, and I'm just trying to figure out stuff. I'll just post updates on my blog about stuff.
Thanks for reading,
-Sebbie
My name is Sebbie. Well, that's not my real name, but that's what everybody calls me. Jones isn't my last name either. Sebbie Jones is just a pen name I use. I chose Jones as my pen name's last name because I love the movie Bridget Jones Diary. It's amazing. This isn't my actual diary, but I just want to post stuff out here.
So, I guess this is the first post, so I'll tell you a bit about myself. I go to a high school in Washington, but if I tell you the city and the initials of the school, I guess it would be easy to tell which one it is. I have four really good friends,D, A, AX, P, and L. D is my best friend, I met her in middle school, but we don't go to the same school anymore, which is kinda sad. A, AX, P and L go to the same school that I go to, and they make me laugh all the time.
I'm bullied right now, by two girls and a guy, H, S, and T. H and S aren't really friends with each other, but they both pick on me. H is your typical mean girl, blond hair and big boobs, but nothing really special. T is just a jackass towards everyone. S, however was a close friend of mine last year, and now she just keeps picking on me. She rolls her eyes whenever I offer her something, and ignores me completely. It hurts a lot.
I used to date this boy called N. He was the sweetest boyfriend ever, he took me to movies and walks on the beach. We used to kiss in his basement, and then I'd kick his ass in Halo 3. We went out for nine months. But then, he went on a trip to Idaho and met this girl. He'd always talk about her and I hated it. We got into a huge fight, and then we didn't speak to each other for a month. Then we kinda broke up after that. I threw out everything, photos, letters and gifts. The only thing I kept was a small heart-shaped necklace that he gave me on our first month anniversary. He then started going out with another girl, but then they broke up after two weeks. He has another girlfriend now, but he and I are now just good friends.
I deleted my facebook account after getting cyberbullied online, and this is my first time opening a blog. I'm in therapy right now, and I'm just trying to figure out stuff. I'll just post updates on my blog about stuff.
Thanks for reading,
-Sebbie
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