First post

Hi...

My name is Sebbie. Well, that's not my real name, but that's what everybody calls me. Jones isn't my last name either. Sebbie Jones is just a pen name I use. I chose Jones as my pen name's last name because I love the movie Bridget Jones Diary. It's amazing. This isn't my actual diary, but I just want to post stuff out here.

So, I guess this is the first post, so I'll tell you a bit about myself. I go to a high school in Washington, but if I tell you the city and the initials of the school, I guess it would be easy to tell which one it is. I have four really good friends,D, A, AX, P, and L. D is my best friend, I met her in middle school, but we don't go to the same school anymore, which is kinda sad. A, AX, P and L go to the same school that I go to, and they make me laugh all the time.

I'm bullied right now, by two girls and a guy, H, S, and T. H and S aren't really friends with each other, but they both pick on me. H is your typical mean girl, blond hair and big boobs, but nothing really special. T is just a jackass towards everyone. S, however was a close friend of mine last year, and now she just keeps picking on me. She rolls her eyes whenever I offer her something, and ignores me completely. It hurts a lot.

I used to date this boy called N. He was the sweetest boyfriend ever, he took me to movies and walks on the beach. We used to kiss in his basement, and then I'd kick his ass in Halo 3. We went out for nine months. But then, he went on a trip to Idaho and met this girl. He'd always talk about her and I hated it. We got into a huge fight, and then we didn't speak to each other for a month. Then we kinda broke up after that. I threw out everything, photos, letters and gifts. The only thing I kept was a small heart-shaped necklace that he gave me on our first month anniversary. He then started going out with another girl, but then they broke up after two weeks. He has another girlfriend now, but he and I are now just good friends.

I deleted my facebook account after getting cyberbullied online, and this is my first time opening a blog. I'm in therapy right now, and I'm just trying to figure out stuff. I'll just post updates on my blog about stuff.

Thanks for reading,

-Sebbie